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WAWASAN 2020 . . . KERETA TERBANG DAH KE? BANGUNAN ATAS LANGIT? AI? EVOLUTION? . . . bare in mind that this year 2020 was not one of the best year in most of our lives. Why? . its because of the freaking worst PANDEMIC of a new virus called Corona Virus (COVID-19), which was started in Wuhan China since late Dec 2019. Thus, the name tho'. Well, the virus had badly affected most every countries in the world, Malaysia as well. It was not cool at all. because this pandemic had taken a lot of lives, be it the elderly, young people as well as babies. Maybe I'll just skip this part, and you google it yourself in the future ya. Cerita setahun tak habis nanti. . . . but throughout this pandemic, I think Allah is giving us the human beings to have some break time. And so as the earth to take some time to recover daripada segala kezaliman manusia sejagat yang merosakkan dunia. You know what I mean, right? tak faham kau buat-buat faham jelah. Ya, Allah nak bagi cuti untuk s
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So, i found this silly game on the net. the Music-Shuffled Game.  1. Put your iTunes on shuffle. 2. For each question, play the next song to get the answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! IF SOMEONE SAYS “ARE YOU OKAY” YOU SAY? Into the Battle Field - Crows Zero OST WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? Emang Gue Pikirin WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Loveless Clock - Alwani (Instrumental) *a composition by a great friend of mine, aka Bestie!  lagu pasal apa, tak sure. Tapi darah gemuruh jugakla bila dengar :) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE? Lagu Cinta - Nidji WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Knock You Down WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Tenang - Alwani WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Unintended - Muse You could be my unintended Choice to live my life extended You could be the one I'll always love You could be the one who listens To my deepest inquisitions You could be the one I'll always love CEWAHHHH WHAT I
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And so, nawaitu saumaghadin.. Aku ada strong feelings kata aku patut start writing balik. Not to please people or whatnot, but as a reminder for me in the future. Aku dapat rasa penyakit nyanyuk aku ni makin kronik sikit. Nasib nama masih ingat lagi. Haha. No, seriously just for fun to have my collections of memoirs that i have throughout my living years as an adult. Mana tau the future me tetiba datang ke apa kan, boleh refer sini nk tgk kronologi hidup camna. Hiks. Peace and out ✌️
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T42

F.U.C.K I missed my friends. Yes, i do. Be it the girls and the boys. Since some (i bet its 'most') of us are in our own temporarily-separate ways due to different working hours, studying overseas, was called to come back to hometown, etc, we were left with just a few to rock the table. (Yep, still alive and kickin!). I remembered clearly those days when i was alone, far away from home and family, being homesick n cry in the room for no reasons, everything was blurry and fearsome. Few days later, there, i saw 'them'. My bunch of idiotic-yet scored-most A's in SPM- friends that only us can understand us. We wouldn't talk abt things what normal people talk cause mostly we would talk and think like 'where do babies come from', 'why is the earth round', 'how do cats make out', 'why'd yo mom cooler than mine' kind of craps. Only when its Seriously Serious Time, talkings and table get Seriously Serious. Margeras. The Girls. Pre
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Em. Ar. Es. Em

Since aku banyak sangat masa hari ni, aku berniat nawaitu saumaghadin untuk menaip and acah-acah berdiari .  Now, aku dah start mengajar kt MRSM Tun Dr Ismail. Noo! bukan TDI KL tu, ni TDI PONTIAN! read my lipss, PON-TI-HANNN!! pontihanak betul. Well, walaupun at first aku tak terniat langsung nak masuk sini, tapi aku termasuk jugak. entah, terjebak teruk. Senang citer, rezeki jangan ditolak la orang tua-tua kata. Kalau ikut kata aku, "ahh persetankan semuaanyaaa" . HAHAHA So far so good kat sini. Walaupun first day of school aku dah macam cikgu pencen, aku layan je. And first day stay asrama, air paip rasa mcm tanah, aku layankan juga. Tiap pagi kena siren ngn siren asrama kul 5.30AM, aku layankan juga. Senang kata, bulan-bulan awal ni aku hadap jela semua dari celik bukak biji mata sampai la mata nk tutup balik tengah malam tu. dan begitulah seterusnyaaa. Berkawan? eh takda hal, akak pandai bergaul dgn orang keliling lawei. Walaupun kadang-kadang aku buat buat busy
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Mixed Feelings

Sometimes I just wanted to yell out what i am feeling inside me, be it happiness, sadness, anger or even telling jokes. And thinking about conveying feelings and emotions, i wish i know the exact things what to do when it comes to this matter. I don't know, am i a robot or something? Or did i just have no heart at all? I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, but nothing seems to be enlighten me with a good strike! At the end of the day, i'm just yet a worthless-no visionary-heartless-penniless girl/daughter/friend. a parent would asked for. Entah, is it me or the universe been rejecting me :( I wish i am one of those normal human beings on earth who would chase their dreams, go for whatever it takes to be on top of the world, and taking all the risks, being worth to the family and friends and importantly, be own self. Be happy, be spontaneous at times, be angry, be a good listener and talker, be a person/shoulder that people could cry on, do charity works, be a g
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MAK KAU IJAU

HELLAAA 2015!! tho its almost the end of the year I think it was 2012 when I last posted an entry here. Damn, tiga tahun bro, tiga tahun. Macam-macam dah berlaku selama 3 tahun tu. Antaranya : 1- Malaysia dah ada panda, kau tahu? 2- Kes kapal terbang komersial Malaysia yg hilang and kena tembak 3- PM Najib dapat derma 2.6 Billion. Kau hado? 4- Rosmah sikit lagi nak naik jadi PM  5- Area KL dh start ada kereta terbang-terbang, konon evoluton. 6- JB dah ada legoland, hello kitty world etc, yang mana bila nk masuk make sure duit kau berkepuk2 macam kau anak Raja Arab tau! 7- Johor ada JDT, siapa bukan ngefans mmg kau bukan ank Joho. aku kisah apa pulak kan. tgk bola pun tak reti :| 8- Zul Ariffin bercinta ngn aku. eh! 9- Terms baru dak-dak guna nk ajak gaduh : "MAK KAU IJAU!" 10- Kawan-kawan hampir semua dah busy bekerja, and belajar obesee 11- Kakak aku dh 5 kali hampir nk kahwin tp tak jadi jadi 12- Aku dh start jadi orang tua yang bakal bekerjaya Yeahh, bas
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