The Big Gay-bunk Theory

Hah ! saya kembali lagi :) Okay, firstly nak kata .. AKU BENCI MINGGU NIH ! gila hectic weh jadual hidup aku. betul la orang kata, budak muzik ni kadang2 meman bajet YB sikit, skrang baru la aku faham apa maksud orang tu. Like Abg Azam said on his FB's stat last monday, "Monday marks the hell weak for us" something cam tu la. aku baca apa yang aku paham je. maklumla, dulu tak amek English Education time sekolah. HAHA. nak tahu kenapa busy sgt kteorang ni ? haa jap2, meh aku bagi surprise sikit.. citernya mula gini~ MON : Practice conducting kawan2, then diorang exam, so some of us played for our friends' conducting exam. everything runs well. Then, sectional orchestra rehearsal. Okay, nampak 2perkara je, tapi dalam 2perkara tu terbahagi kepada berbagai2 bahagian doh ! malas ahh nak citer ann.. so kesimpulannya, dari pagi keluar rumah, pukul 12tgh malam baru aku jejak rumah balik ye ! TUES : Exam keyboard skills. naseb baik Mdm Khatriza nak tengok scales je, tp...

Hmm,, seperti yang semua pelajar2 seksyen17 tahu, sekarang memang musim durian ke ? ke saja tokeh tu nak jual kat tepi jalan tu, buat kami2 ni rasa serba salah dengan diri sendiri ? yela, sapa tak tahan ooh au deghrian uh. sekali terbau dek kerana angin bayu, silap hari bulan boleh terbang di atas awangan cam cartoon Tom and Jerry sehh. And yeahh, aku dah pun dibawa 'terbang' oleh sang durian~  The story goes like this : Once sepoin setaim..... HAHA ! takda la, tetiba semalam semua (aku,Shiinkye,Oda,Ubin,Goree dan Aimi) nak gi serbu warung durian depan Darul Ehsan (DE,tempat wajib lepak bila dah senior) tu. memang mintak maaf la kalau semua dah sengsengh baju. Semua tunjukkan power masing-masing makan durian kan.. Bila rasa tu masuk dalam mulut je, there goes~the beautifool sound/noise that we made ! (nak tahu bunyi apa, cuba try makan satu ulas) HAHA =,=   and we had our most precious 6biji durian semalam at 830pm sumtin. (padahal baru tolak sepinggan nasi goreng kat Lilin se...

Ya, memang aku dah agak dah. Memang sah benda alah ni ada. Okay, benda nya ialah "benda cool" ni lah ! takyah tanya lagi apa (dah cakap kan tadi). Seperti biasa, akulah antara orang paling bongok bila bab nak ber-blog sakan ni. BUSY cam YB doh ! bukan nak kata apa laa.. HAHA :)   (nasib baik ada smiley disitu!) This few weeks, merupakan minggu2 yang hectic bagi aku. Aku pun tak faham kenapa kena busy macam ni bila jadi seorang Pelajar Muzik weh ! sumpah ! tapi tengok orang lain handle rilek suaa je~  Anyways, aku berjaya jumpa "dia" akhirnya !! tunggu punya tunggu, tiap minggu pegi rhearsal OSR. dia tak timbul2. tapi pada hari yang hening lagi indah tu  dia muncul ! HAHA SUKEEWWW NYEWWW (ayat budak skng cakap/taip?) huh? Haha, bercakap pasal rhearsal, aku rasa cam aku dah lama gila tak datang (padahal baru 2kali je pun,kak). Sebab masuk2 tempat latihan je, aura/bau dia dah lain. Maybe sebab nak sambut kedatangan-semula aku kot ? HAHA tolonglah gelak*   Dan sepert...

Seriously, I MISSED MY FAMILY !! S.O.S AGAIN !! tah zaman bila agaknya aku nak balik jumpa family aku ye ?damm. For now, i'm getting better with my life as a student here. Well not that better actually, but still i can cope with it after all. Thanks a bunch to my friends that always stand beside/behind/front or anywhere you are. You know who you are. A special thanks to my Worst Crime Partner of all, AIMI NAZRY !! Love u man! Missed the basic Margera members (2years back), Margera now (last year - present), kawan2 sekolah dulu (tah ada lagi tah tidak), guru besar,guru disiplin, makcik kantin sekolah, pak guard sekolah yang cam haram tu, etc. HAHA ! malam ni asal nk emo2 lak ni . Adehhh.. tapi betul, aku teringat semua orang malam ni. Dan pada waktu yang sama, hati ni cam tak sodapp je bila berfikir2. fuck.

pehh ! bersawang dah aku tengok blog aku ni. Lama gila bhabi tak bukak dan tak reti nak update. Okay, bukan malas ye (walaupun sememangnya), tapi sebab aku terlupa password okay ! (typical lame excuse) HAHA. nak update macam-macam pun susah, sebab banyak benda dah berlaku. nak cerita tapi dah lupa dan basi..(nama pun lupa kan) . Yang penting for the past few weeks/months/days/minutes etc, I've been very busy doing my things here in Shah Alam. Aku nak balik JB!!!!!! mom dad plissss save me !!! SOS!!! tapi, sebab aku tak balik pun bukan nya suka2 nak jadi anak derhaka, sbb aku banyak komitmen doh kat sini. Ingat aku nak semua ni berlaku ? (walaupun hakikatnya aku yg cari masalah) Okay, first, lepas mid-sem break aku cabot balik Shalam sbb...entah ! 2nd, sbb aku g audition OSR, and I've got in bebeh ! The four of us (aku,Zul,Shiinkye n Oda) yg audition semua dapat. Alhamdulillah. Then, sibuk dengan rhearsal OSR dan Bentley at Damansara. (okay, nk ditegaskn kat sini yg aku bkn play...

I have never pooled myself in the category of people who lose their identities the moment they get into a relationship. While I've been guilty of diving head first into past dynamics, I've clung to the handing threads of fabric that make up who I am. Being single for the span of years was conducive to this. All energy and focus exerted by me was  on  me, and I came to conclusions and interests that suited the woman I am and continue to evolve into. They say love is blind, and while that proves to be true in some instances, I don't know that I'm in full agreement. Instead, I believe love has the ability to soften hardened hearts, in turn opening closed minds to new ideas and experiences. Even I, a stubborn Taurus, have been mastered by love. With ManFriend, my horizons have expanded (though sometimes reluctantly) and I have been able to push past limits. I may have been kicking and screaming at times, but somehow, becoming acquainted with the new has helped me to feel f...

yepp ! Henfon Aimi MASUK LUBANG JAMBAN yaww ! HUAHAHAHAHAHAHHA * tak bole tahan daa kalau seated nya, sumpah aku pun tolong amikkan..tapi memandangkan ianya yang sebaliknya, maafla dik, tangan akak pun tak muat nak jolok. HEHE.. untung PizzaHut seksyen7 tu ya. tu lah akibatnya kalau baru-baru nak belajar klentong orang tua anda. Tapi takpa, walaupun perkara sebegini RARE berlaku, Aimi dapat mengawal keadaan dengan baik sekali. Tahniah ! *Mulai hari tersebut, kau kena la mula berkawan baik dengan jamban duduk ye! HAHA