Skip to main content

Post hari ini

Akhirnya ! semua kerja/assignments/proposal,reports dan segala tok nenek dialah dah setel disiapkan. Boleh kata hampir semua kawan-kawan se-batch aku muka cam zombie seksyen 17 je seminggu dua ni. Mana taknya, nak siap semua kerja dalam masa yang singkat, agak la weh, kalau kitorang ni ada power superhero or magic cam Marry Poppins *petik jari semua setel* takpe la jugak. ni semua kena buat dgn kaki tangan sendiri. Hadoii !

Now, tinggal tak sampi 3minggu je lagi kitorang punya Final Recital. Minggu ni pulak bizi dengan exam practical for Percussion Method dan Pop Ensemble. dan minggu depan final written exam for ETR pulak. okay, boleh get ready cari buku pasal bisnes2 dah. Untuk recital akan datang ni, aku tak sure aku leh buat ke tak. Aku dapat rasakan aku macam tak ready sepenuhnya. Biasalah tu darah anak muda asik ingat nak bergoyang je. Tak sirius dengan tanggungjawab sendiri. Tapi, bila dah last minute baru nak buat itu ini macam nak rak. Pastu post status dalam fesbuk berbaur "shit,recital dh dekat. mati la aku" atau sebagainya. Haha

Ohya, dengar cerita sekarang tengah hot cerita histeria kat tempat kitorang. Seriusly, takut weh ! aku ingatkan aku gagah macam Ther Rock, tapi malangnya nafas aku turun naik gakla bila orang cerita pasal benda ni kat aku. Tau-tau muka merah padam, panas je rasa. Masa tido pun byk kali tergannggu sebab aku cepat menggelabah bila terdengar pape. Padahal takda pape pun. Jyeahh, aku berjaya takutkan diri aku sendiri. Tapi memang takut doh. Biasalah, walau segagah, sebesar, sekuat, sehandsome, sebonzer mana pun 'kita' ni, still aku seorang kaum Hawa yang tak terlepas dari berasa takut dalam situasi-situasi yang cenggini.

#aku rasa dah sampai masa aku bertobat kot. sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit, kan ? 



Comments

Popular posts from this blog

And so, nawaitu saumaghadin.. Aku ada strong feelings kata aku patut start writing balik. Not to please people or whatnot, but as a reminder for me in the future. Aku dapat rasa penyakit nyanyuk aku ni makin kronik sikit. Nasib nama masih ingat lagi. Haha. No, seriously just for fun to have my collections of memoirs that i have throughout my living years as an adult. Mana tau the future me tetiba datang ke apa kan, boleh refer sini nk tgk kronologi hidup camna. Hiks. Peace and out ✌️

T42

F.U.C.K I missed my friends. Yes, i do. Be it the girls and the boys. Since some (i bet its 'most') of us are in our own temporarily-separate ways due to different working hours, studying overseas, was called to come back to hometown, etc, we were left with just a few to rock the table. (Yep, still alive and kickin!). I remembered clearly those days when i was alone, far away from home and family, being homesick n cry in the room for no reasons, everything was blurry and fearsome. Few days later, there, i saw 'them'. My bunch of idiotic-yet scored-most A's in SPM- friends that only us can understand us. We wouldn't talk abt things what normal people talk cause mostly we would talk and think like 'where do babies come from', 'why is the earth round', 'how do cats make out', 'why'd yo mom cooler than mine' kind of craps. Only when its Seriously Serious Time, talkings and table get Seriously Serious. Margeras. The Girls. Pre...

thoughts

    "My words fly up, my thoughts remain below : words without thoughts never to heaven go"   "..to be true to myself, to be the person that was on the inside of me, and not play games. That's what I'm trying to do mostly in the whole world, is to not bullshit myself and not bullshit anybody else."  -janis joplin-                  #shit, it happens again.