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Nota dari Bulan

Tajuk tanak epic lagi kan.  :)

Yup, memang aku dari bulan. Sebab tu lama tak buat onar dalam blog sendiri. Niat hati kalau bole nak menulis 24/7 jam satu hari, tapi niat tolak tepi. Dah tak jadi ape ! HAHA. ikutkan hati gak, kalau bole nak cerita semua ape yg aku dah buat selama menghilang sebulan dua ni. Tapi, jgn jadi bodo la, citer dah basi kot. Skang tengah heboh pasal cita Kim Kardashian cerai and Kehambaran Anugerah Skrin 2011 kot, takan aku nak sembang kencang pasal Norman Hakim kawen kot. takda la lama sgt, tp hmmm pape kau lah nak. xoxo .

Balik balik pada cerita bulan, (hakikatnya takda kaitan). Selama kawan menghilang ni, sebenarnya sebab malas. Takda idea, kepala kosong, buntu dan lain-lain lagi. Memang best duk menulis, taip hari-hari itu ini apa kita buat seharian, tapi bagi aku payah la. Sejak dua menjak tiga menjak ni, aku rajin blogwalking. Entah, dah bosan sangat kot. and pada masa yang sama saja mencari idea how to make mine is more interesting. Still, sekarang pun maasih mencari bahan yang best tuk menulis. Seriously, aku  tak pandai nak menulis heart-to-heart writings or dakwah-dakwih or any kind of writings, tapi aku pernah ter-dream i want to change the world with words. Fulamak ! angan tinggi melangit. tapi serious, macam best doh. and to be frank, still, i am learning to get my dream fulfilled ! it's not hurt to dream brah, dream as to live your life la kan ? ok merepek.

Dan pada masa yang sama jugak, aku teringin untuk berubah. aku sedar diri ni takda la bagus, baik, mithali sangat, tapi bukankah berbuat kebaikan itu lebih baik dari terus berbuat jahat menjadi notty ? haha ayat cover. entah la, aku rasa dah banyak sangat dosa yang aku dah buat kat dunia ni. nak contoh? seperti : tipu mak ayah cikgu lecturer kawan etc (mulut aku kdg2 semanis kurma yusufta), kadang2 ter-mencuri (budak-budak baru nk up la katekan), ter-tengok porn dan bahan-bahan yang tak sewajarnya (still, 'The Aint Avatar' dan Ashley Brooke masih menjadi pilihan) dn adalah selainnya yang 'biar aku dan Allah je yg tahu'. mungkin jugak dah tiba masanya aku kena kenali Allah S.W.T dengan lebih dalam lagi. betul ke salah, jalan je dulu. yang penting niat dah ade, tinggal laksanakan je. Sama-samalh doakan kesejahteran hidup aku, dan begitu gak sebaliknya.

Apapun, aku bersyukur masih diberi peluang oleh Yang Maha Esa untuk terus bertaubat kepadanya. (in process, insyaAllah). Mungkin sebab lama sangat pegi bulan kot, aku mula jadi camni. Thanks encik Bulan sbb kerana awaklah saya mula insaf. xoxo :))



khas dari bulan, Astronout Kurau, Kapt. Pajibam.



Comments

Syamira Ismail said…
thumbs up bam! haha. mcm ko tunjuk tu kann :D

keep on writing lee, aku jadi pembaca tegar kau. okay? Heheee
Bam Idris said…
haha thanks syaa.
okay nnti aku tulis byk kalau rajin. eheh..

hensem kan aku dgn costume tu? ahaks
sarah shiinkye said…
sgt hensem bam! ak suka! yeah! you go girl! one of my favorite blog writter! =D
Bam Idris said…
hahaha aku ensem sbb korang ! ahha
thanks sis, love yours too :)
cuma tak berkesempatan nk comment2 lagi. will do k :)

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