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Dear Future Self

WAWASAN 2020
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KERETA TERBANG DAH KE? BANGUNAN ATAS LANGIT? AI? EVOLUTION?
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bare in mind that this year 2020 was not one of the best year in most of our lives. Why?
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its because of the freaking worst PANDEMIC of a new virus called Corona Virus (COVID-19), which was started in Wuhan China since late Dec 2019. Thus, the name tho'. Well, the virus had badly affected most every countries in the world, Malaysia as well. It was not cool at all. because this pandemic had taken a lot of lives, be it the elderly, young people as well as babies. Maybe I'll just skip this part, and you google it yourself in the future ya. Cerita setahun tak habis nanti.
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but throughout this pandemic, I think Allah is giving us the human beings to have some break time. And so as the earth to take some time to recover daripada segala kezaliman manusia sejagat yang merosakkan dunia. You know what I mean, right? tak faham kau buat-buat faham jelah. Ya, Allah nak bagi cuti untuk semua umat ciptaan-Nya, untuk chill brader and sister..in a way untuk lebihkan masa mengingati dan beramal kepada Nya. Alhamdulillah, once the government announced that our country needs to be lockdown (quarantine), we managed to drop the charts abit (of the Covid-positive cases). Lu study sikit beb nanti, ada beberapa jenis/fasa Perintah Kawalan berlaku sepanjang Malaysia Lockdown ni (since March 18th - August 31st) :-

       1) Perintah Kawalan Pergerakan (PKP/MCO) : ada 4 fasa
       2) Perintah Kawalan Pergerakan Bersyarat (PKPB/CMCO)
       3) Perintah Kawalan Pergerkan Pemulihan (PKPP/RMCO)
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there are few things we had to undergone throughout these few months since the pandemic hits us. Oh, and kita dapat cuti paling lama tahun ni. Kau bayangkan kau cuti tak kerja dekat 90 hari berturut! Haha. Now, pdp semua buat online beb. Tahun ni lah kau kenal apa itu Google Meet, Hangouts, Classroom, Zoom Meeting etc. Oh, kau kena tahu jugak apa itu Dalgona Coffee, Kek Kukus Milo and Tiktok! Worry not, Tiktok account aku dah buatkan siap2, mana tau in the future kau nk main ke kan. but despite the long breaks that we had as a teacher, ramai lagi orang yang financially affected by this. So harapnya kau bersyukur lah kau masih diberi rezeki tiap bulan, and sampai pencen.

BERSYUKUR OKAY! PLEASE! SBB AKU KENAL KAU. KAU JARANG NAK BERSYUKUR DENGAN APA KAU ADA SEKARANG NI. SEBB TU KAU SELALU KELUH RESAH AND RASA SEMUA BENDA TAK PERNAH CUKUP. HARAPNYA BY THE TIME YOU READ THIS IN THE FUTURE, YOU'VE CHANGE BUDDY.
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Hope this ends well, and we get to have our normal life back again in no time.


Love,
Present-self 2020


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